A month ago, I have started the new hormone treatment instead of the hormone drugs that doesn't seem to work for me. The procedure is not as tedious as IVF but bad enough as the injection needs to be given everyday for 15days or more depending on my reaction to the drugs. I can't imagine it can be so hard to get another baby. The pain and traumatic experience that I have to go through... I really can't describe. But thank God for His Faithfulness and never ceasing Love and words that encourage me to keep trying.
I'm currently doing a Beth Moore's Bible-study on the "Living Beyong Yourself" that explore on the Fruit of the Spirit. It's helping me to renew my faith and strengthen my spiritual walk with God. It's really good. It reminds me of the difficulties I face and How I can entrust God in my situation.
My doctor ordered a blood work done yesterday to check if it was positive. I didn't really have much hope as I was bleeding...but the result came back and it was positive. I need to do another tomorrow to check if it's doubling (to see if the fetal is growing). I'm praying very hard for a positive result despite the fact that I'm still spotting. I really need God's miracle on me and I know only He can make it happen.... Please keep me in your prayers! Lord, touch me with your healing hands and give me your blessing with the miracle, Thank you, God! A-men.
Coney Island
6 years ago
