Month of August

Wow... time just flew by in seconds. It has been 3 weeks since DH is back with us. He just went back yesterday nite and Matthew misses him the very nite without daddy. I can't imagine how badly affected it can be for Matthew! He feels so upset and even cried in his sleep...it's the first time ever. He must have enjoyed daddy's company since they were together everyday for the past 3 weeks. They did so many activities together - from fetching him to and from school and music class, jogging and swimming together,watching movie, visiting the parks and having short trips to Malacca. Daddy has been taking very good care of him since mummy needs her rest. I guess he will be better in a few days times. But it still sadden my heart to see him upset.

As for myself, I'm getting bigger, heavier and more tired than before. My blood sugar is not well-controlled. I have to increase my dosage to twice a day and sometime it still get out of range if I don't watch my diet. I'm quite frustrated with the need to watch my diets so carefully but on the other hand, I know it will be over soon. I'm almost 34 weeks now and according to the doctor, I might need to be induced by the 38th weeks as the placenta tends to deteriorate after that. I'm not very keen to have a Cesarean section so hopefully all will be under God's control and blessing!

DH will be coming back again in mid-Sept for an audit (business trip) and hopefully he will be back in time to be with me during the delivery...I'm quite worried to be doing it on my own since it was 6 years ago for the last one.

I'm praying for the condition of the baby and myself. I need to be careful of my diet during this last month. Also need to prepare for the arrival for the little one but not neglecting Matthew at the same time. I prayed that everything will be well-planned and controlled.